” I’ve learnt you can keep going long after you think you can’t “

Hi everyone ,

Thankyou so much for all the support I hope you have all had a good start to this week.

My Monday was long as per usual but today has been much better as I have been on a course rather than at school, but doing it has taught me that even when you think you have reached your limit you can still keep going as actually you are capable of it. It’s one of those things that takes ages to realise but when you think about it you can carry on. I do agree sometimes it might be easier to give up and forget about it however to continue trying is a bigger achievement than you would imagine in some situations and once you have done it once you can make your mind think your capable of anything you want to do. I will admit that for years I kept walking away from things when I thought it got to hard but really I could have done it if I really wanted it, having that way of thinking is more help than you might expect and I have learnt that the hard way. Now when I look back the amount of amazing opportunitys I have let slip away because of it leaves me with a bucket load of regrets.

Okay so basically what I am trying to say is summed up in this quote “Making a big life decision is scary, but I know what’s even scarier? Regret “. Regretting not taking that chance is a whole lot worse that being scared of doing the unknown. To be honest I can’t really talk but from now on I am going to try and look at things from this perspective, because this course has been a rollercoaster of things I didn’t think I would be able to achieve but I have been starting to do what I thought was the impossible for me.

Thabkyou for reading all that I hope some of you will be able to relate to what I am saying or this might be able to help you in some way. Have a good week will hopefully get chance to blog again this week however it is pretty busy, but my LUSH order should arrive soon so I will make sure to do a blog about my favourite purchases.

Love you guys

~ M xx


“I love walking in the rain because nobody knows I am crying”

Hi everyone

Thank you to all of you who read my previous post. I was going to blog yesterday but my mind was in the wrong place and I kept going to write but it made little sense.

Going back to school was harder than I had imagined and I felt so out of place. To be honest it’s not really the school that’s the problem it’s more down to the people there. I came home and just wanted to cry everything that had happened was just a mess and it all was starting to become too much. However feeling that alone when surrounded by so many people made me realise how lucky I am. It may sound odd but looking around the group’s of friends you could see all the people who were just using each other rather than actually being friends who would help you if you needed them, and because of that it made me think that I am lucky as I do have friends ans family who would support you in the good and the bad.

So even though you may feel alone at times where you don’t think you fit in think of those people who have been there for you when you needed them most. It’s easier said than done but it makes you appreciate it and at the end of the day the people who look as though they have the most company are probably the most alone.

I hope you have all had a good day comment and let me know what you have enjoyed most today.

Thanks for reading


~ M xx